melancholic fool

melancholic fool http://aehj02.multiply.com/ <h2> welcome to my page.. </h2><h1>look.. listen.. admire..</h1> hahaha..  <img src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/77/40/5760477/36164279730989l.jpg" height="300" width="400">   "I know that you are not perfect and nor can I claim to be either, but please believe me, when I say that I want to be by your side, to hold your hand, to treasure you in the morning and in the noon-tide, to be next to you, to be held close to your heart now and for the rest of my living years, to comfort you, dry your tears and calm your most frightening fears, to fight your battles and show no shame to scream my love for you out loud all over the land." - Indira  something sweet.. :) <center>photos are for contacts only :D</center> Sat, 20 Mar 2010 16:11:14 -0000 Tue, 5 Feb 2008 02:21:38 -0000 melancholic fool http://images.aehj02.multiply.com/logo http://aehj02.multiply.com/ 100 100 i've seen 81 out of 170 http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/61/ive_seen_81_out_of_170 wala akong magawa eh.. =)   (x ) Sukob ( ) Oh my ghost! ( ) White lady (x) Wag kang lilingon (x) Feng shui  (x) KKK (kasal, kasali, kasalo) ( ) Enteng Kabisote ( ) Enteng Kabisote 2 ( ) Enteng Kabisote 3 (x) Super Noypi ( ) Karma ( ) Shake, Rattle and Roll (x) D Anothers (x) First Day High   Total: 7   (x) Bring it On 1 (x ) Bring it On 2 (x ) Bring it On 3 ( ) Fun With Dick and Jane ( ) Cake ( ) Zathura ( ) Borat ( ) Dead or Alive ( ) 8 mile (x) 50 First Dates (x) The Princess Diaries   (x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal (x) Legally Blonde (x) Legally Blonde 2   Total: 8   (x) Charlie's Angels (x) Charlie's Angels 2 ( ) Dude, where's my car? ( ) Scary Movie ( ) Scary Movie 2 ( ) Scary Movie 3 ( ) Scary Movie 4 (x) American Pie ( ) American Pie 2 (x) American Wedding ( ) American Pie Band Camp   Total:4   (x) Harry Potter (x) Harry Potter 2 (x) Harry Potter 3 (x) Harry Potter 4 (x) Resident Evil 1 ( ) Resident Evil 2 ( ) T... http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/61/ive_seen_81_out_of_170 Tue, 5 Feb 2008 02:21:38 -0000 anything goes.. http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/60/anything_goes.._ hmm.. i'm currently doing something academic and i just cant resist to browse the net.. i just need something to do to let out my feelings.. but i can only say so much.. to summarize.. i can say i'm beat.. i'm tired of the situation i am in now.. i'm tired of studying ( hahaha).. i lost the  spark i used to have about life.. hmm.. hopefully.. a new year would  bring me a new perspective.. :) http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/60/anything_goes.._ Sun, 9 Dec 2007 00:39:48 -0000 rnb http://aehj02.multiply.com/music/item/63/rnb trip ko lang ilagay http://aehj02.multiply.com/music/item/63/rnb Sun, 9 Dec 2007 00:05:52 -0000 LSS http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/59/LSS don't you just hate it when you're currently stuck with a song in your mind and you can't have the lyrics.. hmm.. that thing just happened to me.. and i sooooooo hate it, because none of the supposed "lyrics" website have its lyrics.. (huh?).. so i listened to it.. and thankfully. i was able to understand some/ most of the lyrics.. and i'm going to share them with you.. :) here it goes.. MALIKMATA Mag-isip ka ngayon Sana'y bukas parang kahapon Upang 'di malayo Sa mga tinatago Ikaw ang iniisip T'wing ngumingiti ako Sana ay malaman mo Kung papaano.. Iniisip ka ngayon Sana'y bukas parang kahapon Upang di na malayo Sa mga tinatago Ikaw ang iniisip T'wing ngumingiti ako Sana ay malaman mo Kung papaano, kung papaano.. Sa isang malikmata nariyan, wala ka na... Nakikita mo ba.. Ako'y naghihintay kanina pa.. Sa isang malikmata.. Nariyan, wala ka na Nariyan, wala ka na Nariyan, wala ka na Nariyan, wala ka na 'Di na palang narito Naghihintay.. .. sayo Isang.. Para isang... there.. http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/59/LSS Mon, 22 Oct 2007 04:38:00 -0000 sound trip! http://aehj02.multiply.com/music/item/57/sound_trip la lang.. http://aehj02.multiply.com/music/item/57/sound_trip Tue, 9 Oct 2007 16:25:37 -0000 DVOO0094.ASF http://aehj02.multiply.com/video/item/4/DVOO0094.ASF http://aehj02.multiply.com/video/item/4/DVOO0094.ASF Tue, 25 Sep 2007 22:44:16 -0000 just dropped by.. http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/58/just_dropped_by.._ whoah! it's been a while since i've updated my blog.. haay.. nwei.. i went to mt. banahaw last weekend.. and it was fun but very tiring.. and oh..i ate a lot.. hihihi.. anyway.. my life is toxic.. and i 'd rather die.. exams here, there.. paper everywhere.. (ooh.. it rhymes.. ) nwei.. hope i'll manage to survive my hell month.. and to think i have a "quiz" with our vis a vis prof.. sheesh! that man is a slave driver.. and a mad man ranting.. aaargh!.. hmm.. got to go.. i'll be late with my econ http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/58/just_dropped_by.._ Thu, 13 Sep 2007 01:50:00 -0000 happiness http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/57/happiness happiness is a choice it's probably one of the things i learned the hard way.. i often heard that line from people i know but it's only now that i've actually understood what it meant.. for the past weeks,days i've often seen happiness as something to be pursued.. but upon seeing reality.. i've realized i can be happy anytime i want to.. i guess i just have to live upon the saying "count your blessings".. i've always seen myself as lacking of different things.. and not as a personwho has received a lot of things and to be thankful about all of them. i'm glad.. it didn't took me a lifetime to know.. or else i would have regret not enjoying every minute of my life.. i no longer want to be miserable.. i just want to be happy... and thank goodness.. i can be.. thank you for being with me.. http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/57/happiness Mon, 18 Jun 2007 05:50:00 -0000 sad! http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/56/sad <BIG>AS OF THE MOMENT, I'M NO LONGER EMPLOYED</BIG> goodbye work! i dunno.. i feel sad.. i guess i'll be missing a lot of people, my workmates, the officers.. the whole routine.. and the work load.. i'll miss everything about te rate change experience.. but most of all..i'll miss my new found friend.. too bad.. we never got along that much.. but like what i've said.. i'll never regret meeting the people i've met at RC.. hmm.. o well.. i guess that's life.. but seriously.. i'll miss everyone.. i'll miss my team mates! <a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/5760477/0/281454564"><img src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/77/40/5760477/281454564m.jpg" border="0"/></a> i'll miss these people <a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/5760477/0/134422237"><img src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/77/40/5760477/134422237m.jpg" border="0"/></a> i'll miss my batchmates <a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/5760477/0/760801755"><img src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/77/40/5760477/760801755m.jpg" border="0"/></a> see you all whenever! i love you guys! http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/56/sad Mon, 11 Jun 2007 07:03:00 -0000 hope this works! http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/55/hope_this_works here are some pics from work! <a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/5760477/0/962735631"><img src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/77/40/5760477/962735631m.jpg" border="0"/></a> <a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/5760477/0/439962890"><img border="0" src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/77/40/5760477/439962890m.jpg"/></a> <a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/5760477/0/134422237"><img border="0" src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/77/40/5760477/134422237m.jpg"/></a> <a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/5760477/0/967730815"><img border="0" src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/77/40/5760477/967730815m.jpg"/></a> <a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/5760477/0/683571599"><img src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/77/40/5760477/683571599m.jpg" border="0"/></a> <a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/5760477/0/350202685"><img border="0" src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/77/40/5760477/350202685m.jpg"/></a> <a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/5760477/0/760801755"><img border="0" src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/77/40/5760477/760801755m.jpg"/></a> <a href="http://www.friendster.com/photos/5760477/0/594217164"><img border="0" src="http://photos.friendster.com/photos/77/40/5760477/594217164m.jpg"/></a> la http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/55/hope_this_works Fri, 8 Jun 2007 13:59:00 -0000 at long last an update! http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/54/at_long_last_an_update <big>wow.. it's been a long while since i last wrote here!</big> well, life hAS been okay.. and fine.. i was officially employed at sykes for a span of two months.. hmm.. i'm still there till june 8, i love working there.. i met a lot of people, and they enhanced my communication skills.. :) i met my new crushes.. hahaha.. one from batch one.. (already taken), one from batch 2 (thinks of me as a friend.. :( ), a TL.. (too far/ high to be reached) and another person.. (taken , and not for having).. he's really nice though.. we text each other.. talk online till the wee hours of the morning.. hmm.. he sometimes barge in my calls.. grr.. i'll get him for that.. hmm.. i like him.. but i can't, for one thing.. i have my own love life.. second.. he's taken.. third he's my officer.. and lastly a friend of mine is going to kill me if i become to close to him.. hahaha.. the account i'm in. pitney bowes rate change.. is fun..i never thought i'll be troubleshooting.. or preset an equipment i've never u... http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/54/at_long_last_an_update Tue, 29 May 2007 16:14:00 -0000 grr!!! http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/53/grr grr.. i hate him.. (well atleast starting to..) for a guy who has two cellular phones.. he's really hard to reach.. nakakainis na siya.... he's probably having fun with those @#$&*.. grr.. well if he prefers being with them than me.. then fine.. i don't want to see him to.. the nerve!!..hmmp.. i guess i'll just hang out with my friends at the beach.. and probably watch a bikini contest and cheer for Dominic.. he's not that good looking but he's sooooo hot.. (hihi)..hmmp! hope i'll bump into old friends and watch the night come to its end.. hmm.. http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/53/grr Wed, 11 Apr 2007 15:00:00 -0000 thinking... http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/52/thinking... hohum... i now officially entered the adult world..hmm.. as early as 18, I now have my SSS number.. i got it last tuesday.. hihi.. i realized getting sss number is easier than lining up and ordering food from fast food joints.. (sigh) also I was drained when I tried getting my NBI clearance..my goodness.. i was so thankful I can read signs.. if not..sheesh! i would have cried my heart out.. huhu.. atleast i was successful on getting..i'll so never forget that they.. hmmP! now.. on ACADS.. grr!!! i hate my exam on comm.. grr.. it so screams a five!! (sigh)hmm.. we were the best thesis proposal on our PS subject. hihi.. we crammed our 150 paper and we are in danger of being accused of <big>plagiarism</big>.. (sigh..again) i got a 2 on econ.. :( not that high.. on histo.. still not sure.. but i was such a parasite on the freshies.. sheesh!! i'm such a free loader.. kill me!! hmm.. lovelife talk.. i did a lot of thinking.. hmmm.. and things came back to me.. hmm.. i'm feeling down.. i'm sad.. at... http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/52/thinking... Fri, 30 Mar 2007 21:01:00 -0000 cruel world http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/51/cruel_world hohum.. i just hate it when i cram.. grr.. i'm so stressed.. i sooooo... hope i'll be able to do all the things we are supposed to do.. hmm.. oh shoot!! i have an exam tomorrow and i don't know anything.. grr.. figures.. http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/51/cruel_world Wed, 14 Mar 2007 23:36:00 -0000 Lost Memories.. http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/50/Lost_Memories.. yesterday.. i made a decision.. i was really hurt.. and i was betrayed.. i love him but i guess.. when trust is gone things can't be back to the way it was before.. so last night.. as i talk to him.. i finalized my decision.. we broke up.. http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/50/Lost_Memories.. Fri, 2 Mar 2007 07:37:00 -0000 yes! i'm now of legal age.. harhar.. :) http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/49/yes_im_now_of_legal_age.._harhar.._ i just turned 18 yesterday.. nothing special i just went home in olongapo and spent time with my parents.. my goodness.. ang lamig naman dito! anyway.. i'll be celebrating my birthday with my friends today.. i so hope it'll turn out ok.. it's been a month or so since i updated my journal.. i've been busy.. anyway.. hopefully i'll be able to update it once in a while.. :) http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/49/yes_im_now_of_legal_age.._harhar.._ Sat, 3 Feb 2007 20:20:00 -0000 over fatigue http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/48/over_fatigue it's the christmas season so i'm back to the usual.. i'm now participating again on the panunuluyan.. hmm.. i'm tired but i have to do it.. i've been doing it for the last five years and i'm not going to stop now.. :) i don't get you.. i can't cope up with your mood swings and my mood swings.. hayayay.. hmm.. i love you still.. http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/48/over_fatigue Thu, 21 Dec 2006 06:45:00 -0000 nuninuninu.. http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/47/nuninuninu.. hmm.. i'm back home.. hihi.. christmas vacation is at hand.. hahaha.. haay.. i left home with unresolved issues.. like wtf! ang galing talaga ng aunt ko.. bravo! hmmp!.. anyway.. i have the whole vacation to spend time with my friends and my family.. i just really home that everything will turn out alright.. hmm.. i don't get.. you really want to be a part of my life.. yet i can't enter yours.. http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/47/nuninuninu.. Sun, 17 Dec 2006 05:14:00 -0000 *sigh* http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/46/sigh my classes are over..yey! only a few more days and i'll be going home.. woohoo!! i can't wait to see my friends.. and to hang out with them again.. i just hope.. i'll have enough time to read my ps150 readings and the book i have to do a review on for my histo4 and oh yeah.. the 4 chapter reading for ps100.. reviewing about the short method on truth table and be updated for the economic events.. woW! what a very merry season for me.. hooray! (sarcastic cheer).. sigh.. i just hope.. i won't forget all of them when i set my mind on vacation mode..hihi i dunno.. but i'm really sad with you accusing me of things.. for asking puzzling questions and for getting mad when i answer them..even so, i accept everything.. hmmm.. i love you.. you know that.. and i really miss http://aehj02.multiply.com/journal/item/46/sigh Wed, 13 Dec 2006 21:21:00 -0000 justin's birthday / olongapo fiesta/ chok's birthday http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10011/justins_birthday_olongapo_fiesta_choks_birthday allan justin sy's birthday.. olongapo fiesta birthday din pala ni http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10011/justins_birthday_olongapo_fiesta_choks_birthday Wed, 13 Dec 2006 07:10:32 -0000 bday ni bea http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10010/bday_ni_bea birthday ng very pretty niece ni http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10010/bday_ni_bea Wed, 13 Dec 2006 07:07:49 -0000 christmas day http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10009/christmas_day gifts! gifts! http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10009/christmas_day Wed, 13 Dec 2006 07:04:54 -0000 bday ni ai http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10008/bday_ni_ai http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10008/bday_ni_ai Wed, 13 Dec 2006 07:02:11 -0000 bday ni kite http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10007/bday_ni_kite birthday http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10007/bday_ni_kite Wed, 13 Dec 2006 06:58:16 -0000 uuwi na ko.. :) http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10006/uuwi_na_ko.._ http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10006/uuwi_na_ko.._ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 06:57:29 -0000 lantern parade http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10005/lantern_parade lantern parade nga.. ang http://aehj02.multiply.com/calendar/item/10005/lantern_parade Wed, 13 Dec 2006 06:56:05 -0000